Rushly's Diary: October 2011

Monday 31 October 2011

Biarkan future aq terjejas, tp jgn smpi korang yg terjejas

My future terletak pada diri sendiri. Kalau aq yg ad masalah, korang jangan ikut. Future aq ada kaitan dengan Hati dan Perasaan, Pemikiran, dan Kejayaan.

Maybe kata2 diatas nmpk pelik, ape pelik future ada kaitan dgn H&P...
Tp, aq ase betul jugak.. Just becoz hati aq hancur, study aq pun hancur.. Salah aq sebab ta dgr ckp mother aq... Dia da pesan jgn bercinta.. Tp aq bercinta jugak... Dan aq rasa ni Cinta betul... not mcm aq dgn gurl laen..

Btw, aq harap korang ta jadik macam aq... Hanya sebab perempuan.. Aq jadik tunggang langgang.. LoL

Hence, don't involve with love at your teen age..

Broken by Lya

Wednesday 26 October 2011

Cousin - Eiyra

Assalamualaikum,

This time is all about my other cousin Eiyra, She's the same age as me. First time we met was at our grandmother house at Kampung Melayu Ipoh. That was a long year ago, maybe that time I'm still a silly kid.

Today, my family and I stay at her house. Maybe just for today.. I love to watch her. Its fun looking at what she's doing.. This morning, at 7/8 a.m I got to go to my uncle's house.. I'm freakin bored without her..

For your information, I fell in love with her. I've tell her the truth. I've express my feeling at her last year i think.. But she kept saying that a cousin can't be in love.. I want to be with her even just one month, one year, etc.. But not ONE DAY or ONE WEEK..

At least I can feel loving someone and loved by someone..

Now, I'm hearing her cute laugh.. Actually, I'm hearing Zana's and Eiyra's laugh.. But they didn't know that I've been hearing then for 2 hour and a half.. LoL, its funny. I know about them but they didn't know bout me..

Who cares anyway ? By the way, I miss my ex named Liyana.. When I think of Zana, I'll be thinking of my step-sister Liyana Farzana.. And when I think bout her, I'll be thinking bout my ex that have the same name as my sister.. :(

How could she leave me and be with my own BEST FRIEND..

At least she can tell me what's not right and I can make it right. But she just left me without telling me anything.. Its the painful thing of my life that i ever been..

Cousin - Syazwan

Assalamualaikum,
Today's post was about my cousin. I'm teaching him to play Ninja Saga on Facebook.

-Bukan yang kechik tu.. Yang bosao tuh !-

Best with his family. Aq minat kakak dia nama Syaida Farzana.
Tp, malas la na citew... Cukup kowang taw sudah la..
By the way, aq suka dua2 kakak dia.. ^_^

K lah Salam !!